Bulletproof

Tumblr Got Me

2011-01-10T07:58:00.000-08:00

its just easier and fits with my busy lifestlye
plus it is more interesting since I am now lacking camera

so you can find me at malondotcom.tumblr.com

A few of the men that make my heart go pitter patter

2010-12-21T20:27:00.000-08:00

there are many more on this list coming soon

Let's Have a Toast for the Afro's

2010-12-20T19:08:00.000-08:00

Sorry I just watched Good Hair

Had to redeem Black people

Swagg Babies

2010-12-20T18:54:00.000-08:00

If you know me you know I'm super proud to be Black lol.

No I am not mixed with anything directly and I am not ashamed of that.

My hair is nappy and my skin is dark.

But even though this is true I have so much love for other cultures and races.

I love the Japanese I got real into the Geisha thing when my aunt gave me a book a while back. I have a lot of Filipino, White, and Indian people in my family. I'm definitely open to dating outside my race,BUT this picture of this little girl is probably the cutest picture of a little girl I have ever seen. I love everything about it from her hair to her outfit to her complexion. This seriously makes me want to find a little chocolate boy and make little chocolate babies like her.

#lovingyourself

Well Blogosphere

2010-12-15T23:31:00.000-08:00

When it rains it pours, this seems to be the quote of 2010.
When i got off the plane practically my whole family was there waiting for me.
I felt all warm and fuzzy inside just seeing them and then they laid it on me, the ultimate downer.
My grandfather past away.
WHAT A WAY TO BE WELCOMED HOME RIGHT?

I kinda knew he was gonna go soon being that my he and my grandmother were together for like 60 years and shew past about 2 years ago but I didn't think it would end like this :(

In 2011 many things will change in my life. I refuse to live in the mediocrity I'm supposed to accept.
I'm not happy so I'm gonna change shit until I'm happy or close enough to it
Health above everything.
School is next in line
I'm not going to make a list or any of that shit but believe me you will see the change.

Life is REAL.

Inshallah I will become a better person.

Dear God,

2010-12-11T02:42:00.000-08:00

THANK YOU.

I'm done with my first semester of college. Its crazy I'm sitting here writing this from my dorm room. In a couple of hours I'll be off back in my city Los Angeles for winter break. Wow so much has happened in the past few months a lot of self realization, a lot of new things just a lot of everything. College = Excess. It's been a great learning experience and I am definitely developing as a person for the better. A lot of shit was revealed to me , My God Aunt left my uncle, I was in shock. They've been together damn near thirty years. My uncle is sick has diabetes and everything and she just straight left. That's mind blowing to me like wtf shit got so real you left him and your kids during a time like this. I'm paying a lot of my own bills out of my pocket lol that was new for me. Anything and everything is at my fingertips at all time. I grew up so much its ridiculous. Man life is real. The stuff I've done and seen these past four months is just outrageous. But I feel like this is right for me, this is where I'm supposed to be and I thank God for my life.

Qoutes for those days when your really feeling yourself

2010-12-09T19:13:00.001-08:00

I am still...

2010-12-07T11:37:00.001-08:00

OBSESSED with hands.

Baduism

2010-12-05T10:35:00.000-08:00

My Love what did i do
To make you fall so far from me,

& now i cant recall the cause of the fall selective memory
But if i get off my knees i may recall im 20 ft tall

Yall dont know how much I <3 Erykah

Heavy in Rotation...

2010-12-04T23:10:00.000-08:00

Mapei-Leader of the pack
You-Raphael Saadiq featuring Snoop Dogg and Q tip
Locals Only-Dom Keneddy
In Memory of- Dom Kennedy
It Was Beautiful-Dom Kennedy
Alien Girl-Kendrick Lamar
She Needs Me- Kendrick Lamar
She Needs ME remix-Kendrick Lamar feat. Dom Kennedy
Toxic Cover-Yael Naem
Champagne Chronic Nightcap-Solange
Kid Cudi- Cudi Zone
Roll Em Up-Overdoz
Pretty Girl Rock-Keri Hilson
GOOD Friday-Kanye West, Charlie Wilson,Common, Pusha T,Kid Cudi, and Big Sean
Karaoke-Drake
Four Women Cover- Marsha Ambrosia, Kelly Price, Jill Scott, and Ledisi
Somebody Already Broke My Heart-Sade
Jilltro-Jill Scott

swag
swag.

Michael Jordan Bitch

2010-12-03T17:47:00.000-08:00

even though kendrick lamar is crazy i <3 his music.
#intellectualThug

If your from LA you can appreciate this so much more

The List is Dwindling

2010-12-02T22:39:00.000-08:00

1 blog left
1 final
1 other possible final (that i may not have to take hopefully)

the other 2 are next week, and my black diaspora 2 teacher said my paper was excelllent

#moderatelyhappyface

Things That Intrigue Me...In Picture Form

2010-12-02T00:17:00.000-08:00

had to take a break from the work before i blew my brains out.

enjoy

Somebody Tell Asher That I Don't Love College

2010-12-02T00:05:00.000-08:00

3 papers
3 two page write ups
3 blogs
French homework
French Chapter test
3 extra credit assignments
2 final exams
+ work

All due by Friday.

UP ALL NIGHT

#sadface

To be a Queen...

2010-11-29T20:41:00.000-08:00

you must, be Schwaggy all around

own that swag

be on that real talent not just looks swag

know your swag is unfuckwiitable, when the whole world tells you no

have that humble swag, even though you know you be the BADDEST around

#QUEENTHINGS

lol you know im right

To be considered a "BAD BITCH"....

2010-11-29T20:17:00.001-08:00

by most typical niggas
you must,

be light skinned
be skinny or have some type of banging unrealistic ass body
have long hair dont matter if its weave
have natural hair but it has to have a loose curl pattern
take webcam photos that look impromtu (but really you just took 78 pics to acheive that nonchalant look)
call yourself a bad bitch (not all the time a lot of the time some dude will say it for you)
wear american apparel spandexy type shit
have some type of colored eyes even if their contacts (this can be overruled if your light skin and have really long hair)
do sexy shit with your lips in pictures

here are 2 examples

#artsy guy baddie

#everyone else and on the lowkey artsy guy baddie

lol you know im right .

Cold Hearted

2010-11-04T11:16:00.000-07:00

My momma fightin' for years

My momma fightin' her tears

Now she gotta explain the game of her life to her son

But the sun still shines

Nine children and a newborn scorn brother two

Blu, life isn't young

Dumb kid with a tongue, that I got from Hip Hop

But she left me for you, so I'ma give her to you

Cold hearted and young

Blu Saved My Life Today

2010-11-04T11:07:00.000-07:00

Hold On John

Dancing In The Rain

you just dont know.

on repeatttttt.

Cali I Miss You

2010-10-31T17:26:00.000-07:00

I never knew how much i love Los Angeles until I left.
I love my HU folk but its just something about being at home
I miss my team so muchhh I love you guys muah =-*
I misss my family more than i ever thought, I swear my little brothers are like some of my best friends. I called home the other day and my little brothers voice has gotten so deep it scared me.
Cant wait to be back at all the spots chillin driving bumping my music.
Ahhh December cant come fast enough

Tasleemer

2010-10-28T09:32:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to my ninja Tess.
The swaggiest girl i know.
You deserve everything you got and more
Come December imma bear hug that ass cause it been entirely to loooonnnngggg.

love.love.love.with a cherry on top.

:-*

So..

2010-10-22T11:11:00.000-07:00

Instead of being salty and focusing on all thats going wrong in my life. Imma focus on the 1,000,001 things i am blessed with.

Plus the fro is back in action bitches...

I Feel

2010-10-19T11:56:00.000-07:00

stagnant and stuck
nobody knows what going on i dont want to talk about it
im not on my shit like i should be i feel like im wasting opportunities
i can honestly say i feel under attack
to eveyone who checked on me thanks

2010-10-16T00:51:00.000-07:00

FUCK
MY
LIFE

Everything that could go wrong...did

Just a Thought

2010-10-11T19:25:00.000-07:00

Remember how beautiful life was when you believed in everything?

Aint Nothing LIke a Brooklyn Girl

2010-10-06T20:29:00.000-07:00

:-*
Much Love for my NY girlies

May in LA

2010-10-04T21:50:00.000-07:00

i miss my room
and my little bothers...always being in my room.

As of Late

2010-10-03T19:29:00.000-07:00

A lot of shit been going sideways.
My phone is randomly trippin
My camera wont turn on (explains the absence of real pictures)
My laptop wont turn on
I'm quitting my job so who knows from where my money will be flowing from
& classes just got a little harder.

BUT

I have warranty on my phone
Cameras can be fixed
I have an extra laptop which im currently typing from
Money comes and money goes + being poor teaches you how to hustle
& I'm a smart cookie so ill be ok in class

Never stressin when Jah out here blessin.
I keep the faith always
Inshallah.

Aha

2010-09-29T20:37:00.000-07:00

True Story

2010-09-26T23:42:00.000-07:00

I saw my future.
He was beautiful and ridng a bike.

State Run Radio

2010-09-26T23:19:00.000-07:00

Saw him perform this live a while back at the out my mind just in time tour
*swoon*

We are not LOSERS we are LASERS

Roomie Love

2010-09-24T00:58:00.000-07:00

maybes and neverminds

2010-09-24T00:51:00.000-07:00

an ode to the stuff i wanted and never got.

Filthy Flow.

2010-09-24T00:17:00.000-07:00

My name is Murphs of an African race
To protect me from the sun God darkened my face
So get the fuck out my space
And stay the fuck off my plate
This is the age of facebook so get the fuck out my space
& we making it rain in the middle of the summer
My flow is wide but i dont fuck around with hummers
Cruisin until sunup plottin on the come up
I got shit to buy so I'm gunnin for yo gunnas
God fuck a nigga but protect my brothers
Creating this shit so respect thy mother.

the first two lines i found floating around the blogosphere (much respect to whoever made that up) the rest is all me

OGtripleOG status.

Hello Hey How You Doing?

2010-09-19T01:37:00.000-07:00

I am not dead.

Just a college student.

With a part time job

Bittersweet Poetry

2010-08-12T00:33:00.000-07:00

This time tomorrow I will be in D.C.
There is so much going through my mind right now.
It doesnt seem real.
I'm gonna miss so many things about LA
I'm going to miss my mom so much and my little brothers my family
I'm going to miss hanging out with my friends or random funtions and chill nights.
I'm going to miss all the spots, Roscoes, In N Out, The Poetry Lounge, Jet Rag, Downtown, Leimert Park, Bill's Tacos, Amoeba. Diddy Reese, Yogurtland most of all!
I'm gong to miss the craziness of Crenshaw, or the vibe and Venice.
I'm gonna miss being ahead of the all the movements and being able to laugh at all the people in the U.S. who still jerk (I'm still gonna laugh)
I'm going to miss all the good times like playing tag at target, or watching leprchaun in the hood with a lot of my closest friends, that one time at the hotel in Hollywood, or party hoppin with my girls, and those random fun ass nights we ended up chillin at the homies studio and all the sleepovers and inside jokes.
I'm gonna miss all my friends that know me so well we can just look at each other and bust up laughing

Damn.

I'm going to miss it all, but I know there is so much more for me.

A whole world out there and im about to take my first step into it
So as I lay my head down on my pillow for the last time,
I realize the bittersweetness of this moment.
LA you have treated me well, But it's onto the next one.

To all my LA folk I love you know that
This is not a goodbye but a see you later.
:-*

Meet Murphs

2010-08-11T23:43:00.001-07:00

2.0

Meet Malon

2010-08-11T23:37:00.000-07:00

People Let Me Tell You Bout My Bestfriend

2010-08-11T03:07:00.000-07:00

Me: Just texted to say i love you. Your awesome-0 my lady

Her: Fsho my nigiiee. Prepare for the raining dicks,waaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!

Me: Hahahahahahahaha! That really made me laugh!

Her: Hey I do what I do I do :)

Me: Like I'm still laughing

Her: Dayummm dust the shoulders off

I LOVE her

She gets me.

Oldies but Goodies

2010-08-05T13:33:00.000-07:00

I lowkey forgot how in love with music I am. Until I rediscovered all the bomb ass songs that made me love it in the first place.

Forever- Little Dragon
The Boogie Man Song- Mos Def
Quiet Dog Bite Hard- Mos Def
Real Niggas- Lil Kim Feat. Diddiy
Ugly-Bubba Sparx
Let it Loose- Wale
Jay Z- Allure
7779311- Morris Day and the times
Kickapoo- Tenacious D
Times a Wastin- Erykah Badu
Get Along With You- Kelis
The Food- Common Feat. Kanye West
Stay Cool- The Roots
The Next Movement- The Roots
I Put a Spell on You- Nina Simone
All I Could Do Was Cry- Beyonce Cover
Greenbacks- Ray Charles
Cant Stop-The Red Hot Chilli Peppers
I Want You- Erykah Badu
Happy Mess- Atmosphere
The Skinny- Atmosphere
The Waitress- Atmosphere
Promise- Jagged Edge
Goodbye- Jagged Edge
Boy- Dipset
Feist- So Sorry
Hey Willpower- Phenomenom
Sky's the limit- Erykah Badu

& the list can go on....

i know all these songs arent exactly ancient but they aint brand spanking new they also happen to be bomb as fuck

M.O.B.

2010-08-03T23:11:00.000-07:00

I only fucks with a select few. Big groups are too messy always never an exception People are people and they get jealous and talk behind your back all that. Everyone is fake always never an exception. But when you got a few good ones on your team I mean some ride or dies some bad boys for life then you good. You only need a few. I nvr beeen the type to roll with a lot of ppl. I have a blackberry and a bbm but i only got about 18 friends whats the use of having ppl i dont really talk too or care that much about? so i can see you brag about your life, same thing with facebook twitter youtube channels and whatever the fuck else ppl do now a days. Not to say that i'm all high and mighty but theres a world out there. A world that's more than LA more than Cali shit more than the US of A. Some of yall use to live in the world now you live in fucking zombieland.

I Use To Live In Los Angeles Now I Live In The World.

Quality vs. Quantity

2.0

2010-07-31T00:59:00.001-07:00

All these things are what i see myself evolving too. This is look I am going for. It's where I wanna be and where I'm almost at.

i wear or want to wear sandals like these

i want all my enclosed shoes to come from keep company =]

I have been feeling the dramatic eye and clean eye brows thing

p.s. i actually took this picture

love the shit out of the basic tee. I'm becoming more laxed when it comes to what i actually wear i care more about the fit and choose to make statements with my accessories

love the high waisted pants they make you look bomb unless you have an awkward shape or huge stomach or something. Fuck those buttons though not down with the buttons all the time

I love love love crazy bomb ass jewelry. It's always about the jewelry! ALWAYS!

Im feelin basic nails. I more so like solid colors, like i said i like to keep it simple these days but every now and then designs are bomb

The Eyewear of course. Straight B0SS Style

bold pops of color in a muted outfit

Rings and things! Rings are my current obsession but it ?think? earrings may be gaining on them.

the braids. I been rockin braids for a minute and no im not gettin them just cause vasthie did i just thinks she looks great with them. When done and styled right you can look exotic and stand out. They don't always have to be ghetto -_-

Give or take this is me 2.0 I want a few more things like a couple more piercings in my ear. I also want my sides pierced (are they called your obliques? well if so i want my obliques pierced :D) You guys shall see now that I've realized my right now style. It wont take log to get the ball rolling. Pictures soon.

Noteable Qouteable

2010-07-31T00:57:00.000-07:00

"You don't pop champagne cause you don't celebrate shit, send a bottle to your table Happy Birthday Bitch."

Guess What

2010-07-28T21:39:00.000-07:00

In about 3 hours I'll be 18. Thats crazy. Im not really doing much cant say that i care a great deal. It'll be nice to be able to sign my own papers amongst other things. I learned a shitload about myself this year, there are so many things i want to work on about myself as well as things i love about myself. When I look back 17 was actually a crazy ass year i did a lot of things, a lot of firsts I must say. Heres to making 18 an even better. I know this will be an EPIC ass year.

With that being said

Happy
Birthday
to
my
GODDAM
Self!

DC Chillin

2010-07-26T11:59:00.000-07:00

I am now back from our nations capital. I <3 DC and the guys out there are sooo bomb. So much to choose from! HU here i come, a few more weeks and i'll be a college student =). More pictures coming

Is That a Bow in Your hair???

2010-07-17T02:24:00.000-07:00

why yes, yes it is!

I leave for DC in the morning and wanted a cute style that could handle the hot ass weather. My cousin came through and hooked me up. she completely came up with this style on her own and it didnt cost me a dime *thanks candace* take a bow. The Style only took about thirty minutes since my hair was already flat ironed. Excuse my messy ass room. Ok so im gonna go to sleep seeing that i gotta be at the airport at 6. By the way i have no idea why my writing is coming out like this its annoying.

Au Revoir.

& to the the folks at sreet wear couture keep doing what you do

Glow in The Dark

2010-07-10T00:44:00.000-07:00

you glow in the dark

like the love that exudes from my heart.

subtle in the light, but vibrant when you need it too

Between me and you we can do what venus do, what mars do, what cars do

in orbit, just going, just flowing, like water

much farther than they ever thought we could.

much stronger than we ever thought we would.

You glow in the dark, two bleeding beating hearts.

Ahh these make me wanna write poetry =D

Im on some New Shit.

2010-07-10T00:38:00.000-07:00

what up blogosphere?!

well due to the mass serving of wackness this summer has been serving up you will see a lot more on this blog.

i decided that instead of complaining about the wackness that plagues me i shall make my own good time.

so im crankin it out to the fullest

on some new shit chunkin my dueces

i'll be an official college student real soon.

what what in the butt!

Vintage.

2010-06-29T16:11:00.000-07:00

love them

Noteable Qouteable

2010-06-24T00:09:00.000-07:00

"You gotta try hard to be yourself, cause you cant go to heaven being anybody else"

-Blu
Below the Heavens Pt. 1

Swagg.

2010-06-23T23:51:00.000-07:00

Wow i havent blogged since prom and since then a lot of things have gone down, including my graduation from high school yesterday. I've dealt with it all these last couple of weeks from an overwhelming work load, to scholarship applications to sleepsless nights of worry to a close death in the family. & I'm still standing. Everyone acts as if graduation is such a huge accomplishment and it is (hats off to all the graduates) but its kind of inevitable. As long as you do half of what your supposed to do you'll be aight. The real challenge is seeing who can deliver after its all said and done and you can call me the postman :) I've learned a lot in my soon to be 18 yrs but i know one thing i'll be living by the rest of my life.

If you dont like it, CHANGE IT

If you cant change it, FUCK IT

If you cant fuck it, LOVE IT

BE BLESSED

LETS GET THIS MONEY BABY

:-*

PROM-ENADE 2010

2010-05-23T22:12:00.000-07:00

This weekend was my prom. All in all it was a good time. It was really nice to dress up get all fancified and stay out all night. It was great seeing everyone dressed up too. I love all my friends.

Seniors We Outta Here Baby!

2010 we the fuckn best!

Basically

2010-05-11T14:06:00.000-07:00

Boy Meets Girl,

Boy Loves Girl,

Boy Destroyed.

as said by my friend the lovely Silvana Miranda
I love her

Idols

2010-05-11T14:03:00.000-07:00

Sade is just amazing, anybody seen the babyfather vid? she looks damn good

And Kerry I just love her

Say Wait a Minute Queen Whats Ya Name?

2010-05-04T21:24:00.000-07:00

Hello Hello Hello all.

Im back, never can stay away from blogging too long. I once saw some blog that said blogging is like a sport sometimes you play your heart out sometimes you play the bench but your always in the game, and when your ready to go in you do a little stretch run a lil warm up and jump back in it. It was something like that and i mos def. agree!

So in my off season i have

Sent my letter of intent off to howard
Got My prom tickets
Got My prom dress
& realized a lot of things

First and most important being that its never that serious.

Theres so many troubles of the world, from debt to death, family drama, financial issues, self esteem problems, illness whatever etc blah.

Not to downplay any of these things for those of you going through them (cause i hate when people downplay my issues) but its never that serious. I have the problem of worrying to much entirely and ive just come to the conclusion that life goes on no matter what.

The hoes keep clockin, the poppers keep lockin.

So your fat, life is gonna go on and your still gonna be fat so you can mope complain and miss many opportunities or you can do what you can and move along cause time surely is.

So your broke and have debt tomorrow still gonna come and your still gonna have debt so you can complain and make it worse for yourself or you get over it live and maybe actually enjoy it (btw i hate money, to me its like whats the point of being rich?).

Anyway what im trying to say is you can move along pleasently or you can be dragged along in a not so pleasent way either way your moving.

Yall share that.

Oh and i have many pictures but cannot find my camera charger -_-

so, like, yeah,

I Feel Like

2010-04-13T21:56:00.000-07:00

blogging has lost its substance, like it's real purpose. Its supposed to be a means to an end a way for people to share their creativity, joy, and pain with the world. A place people look forward to going cause they know there gonna get some banging ass content. Thought actually went into posts way back when.
Now im feeling like everyone is trying to be so cool and post pictures of (insert random street wear label here). Or new music so they can seem cool like they knew about it first. "I remember i had his album like 07-08" thanks but i didnt ask you. The truth is kids were all a bunch of hypebeasts and hipsters, some more than others. But i refuse to get sucked up into this shit where i care more about how cool my post seems than what im actually saying. & i was def falling into that pattern. so on that note im ...

HIATUSFIED.

from a lot of things not just blogging.

i'll be busy getting back to myself

hope you do the same.

That New New Badu.

2010-03-31T13:19:00.000-07:00

A Must Cop.

If you havent seen her in concert its most definetly something you gotta do before you die!

Jump Up In The Air & Stay There

2010-03-29T10:54:00.000-07:00

So I've been good, really good.

I will most likely be attending Howard University after my high school graduation.

I performed in my school's talent show and got a lot of love.

Im now on spring break and Im getting ready to meet my girlies at the beach.

Hope All Is Well With You and Yours

I LOVE Nails, Nails, Nails, Nails

2010-03-25T08:58:00.000-07:00

Nails I do adore.

but i dont mess with the fake ones

via: fuckyeahprettynails.tumblr.com

for all you other nail lovers out there

ps. (the header is coming back just gotta get back on my technical grind.)

Sharp.

2010-03-19T20:29:00.000-07:00

Like the old folks say.

Noteable Qouteable

2010-03-11T19:43:00.000-08:00

"I PUT ON EVERYBODY THAT I KNEW FROM THE GO."

Amanda Wachob

2010-03-11T19:36:00.001-08:00

She's a BEAST.

I know whose doing my tattie.

To The Ladies In My Life.

2010-03-04T20:09:00.000-08:00

And this is no particular order. All these lovely ones above have made a huge impact on my life. I love these girl to death. They are the most beautiful people I know inside and out and i feel lucky to know them. So To Tyler,Ashari,Tess,Renee,Aida,Nykki,Keara,Alyssa, B. Battle and Symone I LOVE YALL for real.

Everythings Coming up Roses

2010-02-20T18:32:00.001-08:00

"i feel better, i can laugh at it now i feel better,
woah better and even a little is still better"

R.I.P.

2010-02-11T20:09:00.000-08:00

"but look at ms thing in alexander mcqueen

giuseppe zannoti the sexiest body"

Rest in Peace

?

2010-02-08T11:29:00.000-08:00

i dont understand why pharrell is so bomb.
just all around amazing style, personality, & music.
it's really mind boggling
he's in my top 5 along with andre 3k, mos def and lupe

This Is Fuckin Hilarious

2010-02-08T11:18:00.000-08:00

"everybody knows the basketball is one of the most cherised items in the african american community... hell even tiger woods has one."
hahahaha.

What About Your Friends

2010-02-04T20:18:00.000-08:00

love yall.

Venting.

2010-02-01T20:09:00.000-08:00

since the last time i was here i had an emotional breakdown.
my phone was stolen
my ipod was stolen
im chronically broke
school is a bitch
college is a bitch
shit aint going as planned
all my friends going through shit
i didnt try out for the brave new voices slam team
i cant ask for anything including coachella
it's finals week and i cant even get the energy or concentration to study.
FUCK.
and i gotta shitload of other problems that are fucking with me that i would never tell
the other stuff i can deal with the things that i would never tell are whats bothering me the most.
keeping me up at night
im a great bullshitter
the best.
i can bullshit everyone but myself
i was looking through a lot of my poems there all so sad and depressing.
thats my problem im too nice and i put others before me
now i got all these emotionally needy fuckers always calling me when they going through shit
its really exhausting carrying your problems and other people problems around.
i wonder if something happened to me who would really give a fuck
and i mean not like that general sadness just cause you feel bad or feeling bad cause im not able to be your personal therapist but lfeeling bad cause you genuinelly loved me
dont get me wrong i love my real friends (yall know who yall are) but sometimes man i dont know about the rest of these fools everything is fake and everything burns.
i need to leave,
get out,
go by myself somewhere
for a minute
i honestly need to get away
my mom is pissing me off, royally.
im sensitive every little bit of everything hurts

im goin to therapy tomorrow the shit i'd never tell is what imma tell the therapist hopefully that'll help me feel better.

-signed off

Tunnel Vision

2010-01-28T23:38:00.000-08:00

& shit has gotten so real in the last few weeks
i been through the whole spectrum of emotions
man im seeing clearly now
for real

if you love me jump on board cause the ship is sailing with or without you.
I love all yall, regardless.

im tellinnnnnng you 2010 is when it happened

BANG!

Whaddafuxup!?

2010-01-24T19:37:00.000-08:00

So im Gonna Recap my Kick Ass Weekend For Yall

College Expo- saw like all my homies
Taco Mamas with ashari, tess, and ashari's folks- bomb
Back to Ashari's place dropped off Tess
Tess rolls back takes us to the Haiti Benefit Show a couple of friends were throwing
Got harrassed by the police helicopters and all shutdown
Dip to another party but not before we get that good shit ;D
Get to the party take it to the head,
get some more of that good shit ;D
eventually dip, pick up ashari's bf to do some more of that good shit but changed our minds.
Went to asharis house spent the night
Talke to tyler for like 3 hrs <3
Went to church
Went to Roscoes
Did some shoe shopping
Got them eyebrows did
Capped it off with a 5 hr nap

& there are no pictures to document this epic shit.

haha believe me it was fun as fuck

alright homeworks calling

It's in the morning

2010-01-20T19:45:00.000-08:00

"You got the hottest body i got the hottest hottie let me put some cream in ya coffee."

this is my songgggggg such a guitly pleasure on repeat for a least a couple weeks now
thanks aida b

if you dont already know... link it bitches

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_uC1bmBQ9E8

Oh &...

2010-01-19T18:42:00.000-08:00

id like to introduce one of my homies tatiana wilkins.

baby is making moves.
up and coming dancer singer and all around artist.
you might recognize her from the omarion i get it in video anyways check her out.

allurecharlieb.blogspot.com

& Im Going

2010-01-19T18:37:00.000-08:00

little dragon, flying lotus, corrine bailey rae, jay z, la roux, gossip, and mgmt.

fucks with it.

Life Lately

2010-01-16T18:53:00.000-08:00

havent been taking my camera out as much but here you go

& M is still for mighty.

Been Feeling

2010-01-14T22:11:00.001-08:00

no more- j*davey
feather-little dragon
losing my balance- j cole
devils pie-d angelo
i just died- amerie
stu's song- stu from the hangover (haha)
i got a story to tell- biggie
casa bey- mos def
the boogey man song- mos def
pretty girls- wale
it's in the morning- robin thicke

havent written one of these in a long time.

p.s. much love and prayers go out to haiti were doing a can drive

To All My Real Friends

2010-01-12T19:57:00.000-08:00

The ones that miss me when I'm gone
the ones who laugh at shit i said a while back
the ones who don't believe me when i say nothing is wrong
the ones that don't only talk about themselves
the ones who pick up my shit when i leave it
the ones who call me at midnight on my birthday
the ones who got my back like chiropractics

I LOVE YALL.
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING THATS ON EVERYTHING.

Self Portrait.

2010-01-07T22:35:00.000-08:00

Dream Car

2010-01-07T15:19:00.000-08:00

never ever been a car person but im so in love with jeeps and mini coopers.

i want either a 60's mini coop with the wood grainn interior or a jeep and im totaly trickin it out just like philip did =)

Nevermind i'll take them both.

one day man

& On.

2010-01-04T23:38:00.000-08:00

Allow Me To Reintroduce Myself

My name is Malon and I get crazy^.My name is not like Mulan AT ALL. I'm 17. I'm black, straight up. No biracial or bilingual in this bitch. I don't have long hair. I'm not skinny. I am a writer first and foremost. I love music. More than the average person I think. I'm naturally good at it. I collect words. I like photography I'm pretty good at it. I'm not an artist more like a creator. I wish I could be the person who scores movies and TV shows. I don't think the word is score hmm whoever makes the soundtrack. I want to live in Paris, London, and New York for about a year each.I say yes to others more than I say it to myself. That's a bad habit. If you know me your lucky I'm a great friend. I hate mean people or people who go out of their way to make you uncomfortable and stereotypical people yes all stereotypes from hipsters to cholos to hypebeast to niggas. A big FUCK YOU to all those lames. I love cursing. I hate grammar, it's a bitch. I like fashion too. I dabble. I'm pretty quiet. You can see my emotion on my face. I love my friends and family a whole bunch. I love chucks and jewelry mainly rings though.

2010 is when it happened.

Bang!

Flashing Lights

2010-01-03T17:50:00.000-08:00

New Years Resolution

2009-12-31T13:16:00.000-08:00

No Ceilings Muthafucka.

On

2009-12-30T21:50:00.000-08:00

Yola Loves!
I'm out here Winter breaking it not lovin these hoes. I've been going out a lot lately but haven't really been taking pics my camera has a bright ass blinding ass flash its killer. Haven't felt like dealing with it. For what its worth ill post all pics from break by the end of it. I'm almost done with college apps foe life! exciting. I saw under the sea 3d today with ashari it was really good actually.

Bringing in the new year at a pretty chill function alongside my bestset friend in the whole wide world. I probably wont be posting until sometime next week since i got some good times lined up. So Happy New Years!in advance Hit some switches smack some bitches.

remember M is for MIGHTY.

Adios Hombres,

oh watch this it will change your life for real
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3guu7MpJv1M

SCRIBBLED PAPER

2009-12-30T01:14:00.000-08:00

‘Cause I went looking for a trace of something that you left
And when I saw dried paint and your scribbled initials
I acted like I could care less while my thumb press to the paper
I wanted to find your portrait, wanted to have it

Recalling a piercing voice in old dreams
And ghostly images of black trains
Now seeing every page is turned away
I wanted to own your portrait
Wanted to have it

You and your scribbled paper makes me shiver so
You and your scribbled paper makes me shiver so

these lyrics, this song
it just gets to me they might be my favorite band ever now. right up there with atmosphere.
thats a hard ceiling to break

Early morning Skype

2009-12-27T11:25:00.000-08:00

With Josh from the BX.

He talks about my hair :-p lol

Tis' Now Winter Break

2009-12-23T15:24:00.000-08:00

Chilling Like A Villan Hanging With The Superheroes.

Ahhhh.

The Rooster

2009-12-20T19:12:00.000-08:00

"You could be a winner you could be a loser
Gotta wake up when you hear the rooster
Sometimes it's just to simple to live your life wrong
Gotta do right for you when the time comes"

You See Me But You Dont.

2009-12-16T22:32:00.000-08:00

I feel like i haven't talked about myself for so long. Well I cant really say that I've been going through it because i ha vent been. Even though the past couple of months i had been really sad nearly depressed. Naw I'd say depressed i didnt really have a reason though. Just cause. Ever feel sad and you don't know why, but you do know why you just don't want to admit to yourself cause its stupid or superficial or something like that? I think that's what was happening to me. I haven't even been writing or had the inspiration to write. It's almost like I've accepted the mediocrity of my life and that has never been me. Hmmmm I'm ready to get up and get out. I feel like I'm too big for whats where I'm at. Not on no cocky shit but i just feel like I'm going places and I've gotten all i can get out of certain situations. But then again whenever i try to do what i think it never turns out how i planned. I'll let the wind take me. I need to give into intuition my life would be exponentially better.

.

Picture Porn.

2009-12-15T20:39:00.000-08:00

I seriously have tons of pictures on all the computers in my house. These are just a few from my personal laptop

So...

2009-12-12T13:06:00.000-08:00

It was 80's Day at my school.

this is the look i was going for.

pretty succesfull i'd say

hardest class of my life but i love dr. coad

much love for my friends

Her Space Holiday

2009-12-09T19:39:00.000-08:00

I used to know this girl
Who gave her love away
To every guy she met
And with all the games they played
She never seemed to cry
She never got upset
And one by one they came
And one by one they left
I thought that I could fix her
If she would let me in
But all of my advances
Were shut down in the end
When days turned into months
I begged her to explain
And this is what she sang

It's not like I'm a slut
Or that I really like to fuck
I just want every boy I see
To walk away with part of me
Until there's nothing left to hold
Until there's nothing left to hate
I appreciate your help
But even you can't save me from myself
-Japanese Gum

Playing With Lighting.

2009-12-08T16:14:00.000-08:00

Chuck Rocker till they Drop Her.

Late Night Skype.

2009-12-07T20:50:00.000-08:00

instead of the homework i should have been doing

Shit I Like.

2009-12-03T19:35:00.000-08:00

FIN.

I Am..

2009-11-29T18:01:00.000-08:00

Feeling these.
rocked with the basics, no patterns.

Mmm Yes

BANG.

Human The Death Dance- Buddy Wakefield

2009-11-28T02:34:00.000-08:00

On the face of her phone, Wylenne programs a message to herself so when the alarm clock rings, the screen flashes "every day is one day less, everyday is one day less."
Jordan tattoos the words "forgive me" in thick balck letters on the inside of his arm, so that when he looks at his wrist,he will remember to not hate himself so much.

What they both keep forgetting is that there is life after survival.

After Dave left, Mary started sticking her face between the film projector and the movie screen, so that when the credits roll, she still gets to be somebody.

When Tara's past comes back, she mashes chalk into the sidewalk until her knuckles bleed. She scribbles and scrapes until the words take shape, and this is what they say, they say, "i wanna die motherfucker, die die motherfucker."

hold tight(?), if i love you, cause it might not last long.

we're all gonna die. that's the exciting part. it's learning how to live for a living. That's the tricky bitch.

Just ask Denise, whose family taught her when she came into this world, that family equals love. So, Denise took that shit seriously but after a lifetime of craving acceptance from their cruelty, she now finds herself jamming polaroid pictures of these people into her typewriter and pounding out the last letter of the word "mercy" over and over.

She strikes the key "y", "why why why why why." And the answer comes in the form of a hand written letter from the moon.

It says, "This is brutally beautiful. So are we. This is endless. So are we. We can heal this." signed, Crater Face.

P.S. See me for who I am. We got work to do.

But my father, he didn't read moon, he didn't speak moon, he didn't write moon.
So there was no note left next to his body when he decided to leave this world on purpose without telling us where he was going or why.

There are still days you can catch me tape recording internal silence and playing it backwards for an empty room. Just so I can listen to his dying wish.

It's true. The apple doesn't fall too far from the tree. But thank goodness, My family tree was in an orchard on a hill that rolled me to the river and that river rifted me to the rapids and those rapids rushed me into this moment. Right here, right now, with you.

It's a mouth, this is my church. And this church is a house of healing. Hallelujah. Welcome, come on in. As you are. Have a look around.......stay out of my porn.

There are massive stacks of bad choices in my backyard, clearly, I have not yet reached enlightment beyond a few pleading moments, but i'm trying.

And I found something here I want you to have, it's not much, just a story, but it's all I got. So take it.

It's called Dylan. Dylan's drug of choice was "more." So Dylan took more and more and more. Until the day he woke up babbleling in the pool of his own traffic jam. Realizing he is killing off the best parts of himself, and claiming he could read peoples skin.

When he looked down at his heart flap, it said "boy, go find your spine, and ride it out of here."

Wylennes guts said "Day one."
Jordans arm were "fully forgiven."
Mary's face, "The ENDless."
Tara's knuckles,"Healing."
Denise's fingers said, "C" "See see see see see."

and Dylan said my smile it said "fix it." So I came back here, to the mouth of the river to look at my own reflection under the moonlight and see what it says for myself.
On my whole body, it is written,

P.S. See me for who I am. We got work to do. As for crater face, I don't speak for that guy. His skin, "brutally beautiful."

Hand written letter from the Sun.

thankyou Bri

Fly Guys

2009-11-27T20:59:00.000-08:00

Phillip T. Anand

+

A lil Street Etiquette

?

2009-11-25T18:39:00.000-08:00

Can I have it?
Can I have it?
Can I have it?

Please.

Happy Mess

2009-11-25T13:26:00.000-08:00

"And I respect how you question your investments
I take the blame but it ain't to be impressive
It feels like a cop out to label it lessons"

InsteaD of Work...

2009-11-24T19:03:00.000-08:00

"Lets take pictures!"

Medley

2009-11-22T18:03:00.000-08:00