What About Your Friends

love yall.

Venting.

since the last time i was here i had an emotional breakdown.
my phone was stolen
my ipod was stolen
im chronically broke
school is a bitch
college is a bitch
shit aint going as planned
all my friends going through shit
i didnt try out for the brave new voices slam team
i cant ask for anything including coachella
it's finals week and i cant even get the energy or concentration to study.
FUCK.
and i gotta shitload of other problems that are fucking with me that i would never tell
the other stuff i can deal with the things that i would never tell are whats bothering me the most.
keeping me up at night
im a great bullshitter
the best.
i can bullshit everyone but myself
i was looking through a lot of my poems there all so sad and depressing.
thats my problem im too nice and i put others before me
now i got all these emotionally needy fuckers always calling me when they going through shit
its really exhausting carrying your problems and other people problems around.
i wonder if something happened to me who would really give a fuck
and i mean not like that general sadness just cause you feel bad or feeling bad cause im not able to be your personal therapist but lfeeling bad cause you genuinelly loved me
dont get me wrong i love my real friends (yall know who yall are) but sometimes man i dont know about the rest of these fools everything is fake and everything burns.
i need to leave,
get out,
go by myself somewhere
for a minute
i honestly need to get away
my mom is pissing me off, royally.
im sensitive every little bit of everything hurts

im goin to therapy tomorrow the shit i'd never tell is what imma tell the therapist hopefully that'll help me feel better.

-signed off

Tunnel Vision

& shit has gotten so real in the last few weeks
i been through the whole spectrum of emotions
man im seeing clearly now
for real

if you love me jump on board cause the ship is sailing with or without you.
I love all yall, regardless.

im tellinnnnnng you 2010 is when it happened

BANG!

Whaddafuxup!?

So im Gonna Recap my Kick Ass Weekend For Yall

• College Expo- saw like all my homies
• Taco Mamas with ashari, tess, and ashari's folks- bomb
• Back to Ashari's place dropped off Tess
• Tess rolls back takes us to the Haiti Benefit Show a couple of friends were throwing
• Got harrassed by the police helicopters and all shutdown
• Dip to another party but not before we get that good shit ;D
• Get to the party take it to the head,
• get some more of that good shit ;D
• eventually dip, pick up ashari's bf to do some more of that good shit but changed our minds.
• Went to asharis house spent the night
• Talke to tyler for like 3 hrs <3
• Went to church
• Went to Roscoes
• Did some shoe shopping
• Got them eyebrows did
• Capped it off with a 5 hr nap

& there are no pictures to document this epic shit.

haha believe me it was fun as fuck

alright homeworks calling

It's in the morning

"You got the hottest body i got the hottest hottie let me put some cream in ya coffee."

this is my songgggggg such a guitly pleasure on repeat for a least a couple weeks now
thanks aida b

if you dont already know... link it bitches

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_uC1bmBQ9E8

Oh &...

id like to introduce one of my homies tatiana wilkins.

baby is making moves.
up and coming dancer singer and all around artist.
you might recognize her from the omarion i get it in video anyways check her out.

allurecharlieb.blogspot.com

& Im Going

little dragon, flying lotus, corrine bailey rae, jay z, la roux, gossip, and mgmt.

fucks with it.