Monday, January 10, 2011

Tumblr Got Me

its just easier and fits with my busy lifestlye
plus it is more interesting since I am now lacking camera

so you can find me at

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

A few of the men that make my heart go pitter patter





there are many more on this list coming soon

Monday, December 20, 2010

Let's Have a Toast for the Afro's

Sorry I just watched Good Hair
Had to redeem Black people

Swagg Babies

If you know me you know I'm super proud to be Black lol.
No I am not mixed with anything directly and I am not ashamed of that.
My hair is nappy and my skin is dark.
But even though this is true I have so much love for other cultures and races.
I love the Japanese I got real into the Geisha thing when my aunt gave me a book a while back. I have a lot of Filipino, White, and Indian people in my family. I'm definitely open to dating outside my race,BUT this picture of this little girl is probably the cutest picture of a little girl I have ever seen. I love everything about it from her hair to her outfit to her complexion. This seriously makes me want to find a little chocolate boy and make little chocolate babies like her.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Well Blogosphere

When it rains it pours, this seems to be the quote of 2010.
When i got off the plane practically my whole family was there waiting for me.
I felt all warm and fuzzy inside just seeing them and then they laid it on me, the ultimate downer.
My grandfather past away.

I kinda knew he was gonna go soon being that my he and my grandmother were together for like 60 years and shew past about 2 years ago but I didn't think it would end like this :(

In 2011 many things will change in my life. I refuse to live in the mediocrity I'm supposed to accept.
I'm not happy so I'm gonna change shit until I'm happy or close enough to it
Health above everything.
School is next in line
I'm not going to make a list or any of that shit but believe me you will see the change.

Life is REAL.

Inshallah I will become a better person.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Dear God,


I'm done with my first semester of college. Its crazy I'm sitting here writing this from my dorm room. In a couple of hours I'll be off back in my city Los Angeles for winter break. Wow so much has happened in the past few months a lot of self realization, a lot of new things just a lot of everything. College = Excess. It's been a great learning experience and I am definitely developing as a person for the better. A lot of shit was revealed to me , My God Aunt left my uncle, I was in shock. They've been together damn near thirty years. My uncle is sick has diabetes and everything and she just straight left. That's mind blowing to me like wtf shit got so real you left him and your kids during a time like this. I'm paying a lot of my own bills out of my pocket lol that was new for me. Anything and everything is at my fingertips at all time. I grew up so much its ridiculous. Man life is real. The stuff I've done and seen these past four months is just outrageous. But I feel like this is right for me, this is where I'm supposed to be and I thank God for my life.