New Year's Eve

So kids its New Year's Eve.

08 was a good year for me no lie i went to DC and Seattle. Met some good people and a lifelong friend . It was also fucked up, don't care to elaborate. I guess you can call it a mixed bag. Im smartet than i was in 07, thats all that matters. Yet and still nothing truly truly exciting happened to me. Nothing where i was like this was the best day ive had in a long time. Guess im kinda jaded been there done that.So with that being said its time for me to write a bullshit resolution list that im probally gonna forget all about by February.=)

• Be more free spirited. I overthink way to many things
• Talk to more guys like I said I overthink too much stuff
• Shed a few pounds not that big a deal like 20 by the years end
• Get a job (make that $ dont let it make you)
• Start Driving I needs them L's
• Be nice to everyone (im not mean to anyone so that 1 shouldn't be hard)
• Stop eating beef i already cut out pork(doubt i can do this though =/)
• Travel take that trip NY that i been dreaming about. At least make plans for Paris since i couldnt go this year.
• Go to everything I wanna all the festivals concerts all that good shit
• Get more guy friends(my guy to girl ratio is wayy off)
• Get my grades up for 2nd semester i mean they arent bad actually pretty good but Iwant that 3.5 or higher
• Find out what college I wanna go to and visit the campus (well if its in Cali)
• Find a guy I like thats not old as fuck has a girlfriend or is gay or something.
• Get healthier.
• Go to the beach more
• Have a good ass time esp. in the Summer

Yo now that i think about it this list is pretty easy to keep, Just might do all these things. Time will tell.

2009 ahhhhh! i remember when it was 2000 watching 106 & Party wit my cousins jumping on the bed and drinking apple cider.

Man time Flies.

Chronometrophobia.

Soul Men

Steph
Van

D

Been feeling these guys lately.

Pleasing to the ear, Easy on the eyes.

=)

Edito Credito

ehh what can i say i get bored.

=)

Notable Qoutables

Ok So im up and going might as well do another post.

Notable Qoutables

• "Let the force be with you if you diss blue its end of story"
• "Dumb and dumber in your hummer"
• "So the pen is mightier than the sword my lord"
• “Word to the nigga that took the rep for me, Chill I will take rap to where niggas can't conceive…to the point where niggas can't agree on which song is best and the argument is if I am better than me.”
• "Last of the red hot hip hop lovin' emceesWho came up poor, grits and government cheese"
• "Anyone that needs what they want and doesnt want what they need i want nothing to do with"
• "This is how deep shit could get it reads maccaroni on my birth certificate pudding tang is my middle name but i cant hang im getting husted only knowing half the game"
• "They say money aint everything you right its the only thing in god we trust the holy thing"
• "Tell me no i say yes i was choosen and i will deliver the explosion"
• "Whats your name, whos your daddy is he rich like me"
• "If everything I do has got a hole in itThen everything you do has got a hold on me"
• You need to pick your afro daddy because its flat on one side"
• "Im creativetly terrets"
• "Cause they ride in them fancy cars..well i could ride you on my handlebars"
• "And the opposite sex say that im a living so of course the next step they wanna live with the legend"
• "It's a long way to the top if you wanna rock and roll"
• "You can call me dirty, and then lift up your skirt And you want some of this dirty, god made dirt and dirt bust yo ass " haha (had to laugh at that one)
• "They pray for the death of our dynasty like..amen"
• "Feelin better than some head on a Sunday afternoon"
• "I bet you heard this song wondering who im talkking bout"
• "Reach up in the sky for the ho-zone layer"

aight i think im gonna hang it up at 3;25 in the morning ahhhh!

Serendepity

Im Bizzack...Did you miss me?!. Well folks tis' now winter break and i love it. I have the best life in the world I swear. So Saturday i had a little party thingy to go to it was turnt down. But its all good though cause the place where it was held is the same spot as this hip hop movement thingy called project blowed ive been wanting to go to so badly! Thats not even the bes part my friends dad started it Go fucking figure.Sunday i went to the movies saw 7 pounnds and chilled with my mommy and grandma. Oh and that very morning i was complainng to my moms about how i need some money. I get to church and this ladies gives me 50$ says God told her to give it to me. Go Figure! But heres the icing on the cake today im chilling aiming watching movies blah blah blah and my cousin aims me says u wanna go to the little wayne concert. Im like yeah if i could get tickets. Hes like i got you come on lets go.Im no wayne head but im like fa'sho. So i get so fresh and so clean my mommy drops me off and its on.He aims at 5:50 im there were there at 7:18. Right on time. It was pretty damn good! T-Pain was nice Travis from gym class heroes is so fine. Drake came out hes fine. I ended up liking lil wayne a lil more and keyshia cole can sing. Now im at my cousins house chilling and billing.

=)

ps. Chelsea says im better than all you other best friends. YES!
excusemechels.blogspot.com

Lmao:Autotune

this was funny.
especially when he was acting like lil wayne

Fall in Love

Fall in Love - Flying Lotus

Boss.

Badu
Yukimi

(She Just looks so Bad Ass)

Beth

Pam

Boss.

Thats Love

Mis Favoritas Female Photographers
1.Xaviera Simmons
2.Sylvia Plachy
3.Lorna Simpson
4.Martha Cooper

Promises

Pictures that i Promised you.
There were more people there and mores stuff
But they're all on other cameras
Go Figure.

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Wow again i had to bust a two a day. Like most of you i thought beyonces single ladies was so good. And im not a huge beyonce buff. Seeing that it was already done is a little unsettling, even though Beyonce did it way better.And no i have no clue why walk it out is playing in the background haha!

Perfection

Those are your Shoes.
These are my Shoes.
We've Got Issues.

Weekend Love +

When I said all i want for xmas last post forgot to mention these bad boys

Arent they beautiful (sigh)

Anyways my weeknd was excellente. Went to renees dinner party at this place called the velvet margarita. Nice atmosphere and nice artwork. Then we walkd up Hollywood blvd. Hit up Amoeba =). I got the new Blu joint.I plan on going again next weekend with some roonies and flipping that store upside down. Then we checked in the hotel and did more shopping everything was closing though. Went back to the room boys had to go ie Tyrell. We talked some shit jumped on some beds watched some tv. Me and brittany busted a few missions, and we found out that apparently hotel clubs are the place to be haha. Next day Symone left early after me and her busted more missions for Breakfast (bunk mission). Got dressed checked out more shopping some food then home.

All in All a Good weekend.

Pictures next time tech difficultie.

All I Want For Christmas...

Buy Me These Things

=D

Me

I love music. That sounds so cliche. I hate being cliche but really i do have a genunie love for it. Its almost private to me.I must do something involving music with the rest of my life. I have to or i wont be happy. Its what im meant to do. I was always been connected with music. All my friends always ask me about song cause they know how passionate I am about that shit. I got this job I really want. Im sure ill get it cause im so sure im supposed to be there. Whatever is meant to be will be. Anyways with my new inspiration i just had to give you guys a taste of some of my favorite songs ever.

Coltrane-In a Sentimental Mood
Pete Rock and Cl Smooth-They Reminesce Over You
Alexz Johnson-White Lines
Sam Sparrow-Black and Gold
The Cranberries-Linger"You know im such a fool for you"
Blu-Dancing in the Rain
Blu-Tupac in 92
Blu-Cold Hearted
Roy Ayers-Everybody loves the Sunshine
Cannibus Feat. Free-Navy Seals.."Dont even talk about guns the only 9 you got is a 5$ bill and 4 1's"
Cannibus-Nigganometry
Common-Be.."The present is a gift and i just wanna be"
Andre 3000-Chronometrophobia.."Its beginig to look a lot like the ending"
Janelle Monae Feat. Outkast-Moving Cool.."I can make a so called blind man see my way"
Sly and the Family Stone-If you Want Me to Stay
Al Green-Simply Beautifull
Sergio Mendes Feat. Jill Scott & Will.I.Am-Let Me
Sergio Mendes Feat. Black eyed Peas-Mas Que Nada
Biggie-10 Crack Commandments
Jay Z-Trouble.."Fuck that Exclamation comma qoutations i love drama period"
Kanye-Crack Music.."And we gon repo everything they took from granny"
Lupe Fiasco-American Terrorist.."Close your eyes close your ears see with your heart"
Flying Lotus-Fall in Love(J Dilla tribute)
Coldplay-Lovers in Japan.."So come over just be patient and dont wory"
Atmosphere-Gods Bathrrom Floor.."Made a date with divinity but she wouldnt let me fuck
Atmosphere-Like the Rest of Us
Atmosphere-The woman with the tattoed Hands.."I didnt get turned out i just got turned"
Charles Hamilton-Brooklyn Girls.."MaMaSayMaMaSaMaMaCooSa dont make sense but admit it its kinda hot"
Miguel Jontel-Overload
Jill Scott-Let it Be.."Whatever it is let it be"
Bob Marley-Buffalo Soldier
Nas-Hope.."You want this paper be a hustler You a hustleryou aint a rapper"
Erykah Badu-Telephone
DeLaSoul-Pot Holes in My Lawn
Lauryn Hill-Water.."Coursing through my senses he's prevailing"
The Knack-My Sharona
Lil Wayne-Let The Beat Build.."Thats how You let The Beat build bitch"
Eminem-Stan
Janet Jackson Feat. Q-tip-Got till' its gone.."Joni Mitchell never lies"
Little Dragon-Twice.."Twice i turned my back on you"
Lykke Li-Let it Fall.."I like it salt,like it wet,like my makeup in a mess"
Mo Betta Blues Soundtrack-Mo Betta Blues
Ill-Literacy-Welcome to my Cypher.."Im kane with the flow kill anyone who think they able"

Ok i could go on forever...as soon as i try to stop i think of another great song i love. Ill definetly do this again. If you dont know these songs do yourself a favor and look them up.

Would I Ever Steer You Wrong?

Get Up Get Out and Get Something

I guess its time for me to set the record straight. You people really must be fucking dillusional, and you wonder why they call us the millenial generation. A lot of yous think shit is just gonna be handed to you. 1st thing fucking first. None of you ever will be original.Everything you can think, know, do, say, feel has already been experienced by someone else. Most of us will never say or do anything new. Stop tryna act like your so exclusive and special stop wasting your money on these trends. Be yourself its way easier and cheaper. (Unless of course yourself is a mindless drone that can't think for himself, then your assed out) Especially you perfectly normal motherfuckas who are like the fucking plague completely infiltrating and playing out shit that you clowned on only a few months ago.Then all these people who think there just gonna skate by in life has a huge house a couple cars and a private jet. I dont know what boat you fell off of but you can take that shit right back to fanatsy land. In case you didnt know you gotta work for shit thats kinda how life goes. And all yous who think your gonna make it as a dancer or actress or singer or whatever ask yourself am i really that good. I mean the entertainment industry is like fucking dog years. If your ass is 20 and you aint moving shit like nothing at all maybe its about time to pick up the want ads. Now im not saying that every person thats tryna make it that way is gonna fail and i admire a mothafucka doing something they love over someone doing something for money anyday. But it seems nowadays everyone is tryna be in that life people who aint even got a real love for it. As Ms Hill said "I get mad frustrated when I rhyme Thinkin of all them kids that try to do this for all the wrong reasons" Stop It. And your favorite rapper works hard as fuck for those diamonds. Constantly touring always doing shows no privacy not knowing who they can trust. Its a sacrafice. I truly believe only a person meant to be famous can handle fame. Fame is the worst drug known to man. And now for all you motherfuckas who just glide through life thinking Obama is your daddy and he along with everyone else besides you is gonaa fix everything. In case you havent noticed were in a recession. UC's are taking 10% less applicants. Tuition is going up. Jobs are being cut and jobs are being replaced by new technologies.

Wake Up.

What Happpened to the Future?

Reality's a Bitch and i heard that she bite.

Embarassment 101

Usher |MTV Music

Wow this made me bust a 2 a day,never have i done 2 post in 1 day.Yeah Ush thought we forgot about this.Woah this has got to be embarassing. I didnt even know Usher was out when he was this young, apparently its on the Poetic Justice soundtrack?! LMAO at him dancing oh so very hard. Ahhhh the 90's your incredible cheesyness and bagy bright clothes will never be replaced.
=D

DO THE D.A.N.C.E.

I think Im gonna dance during winter break. I dont want to be a dancer, but its something for me to do besides sitting home eating while i make plans to hang out with friends that never work out. I have a whole bunch of bad shit that runs in my family and i need to get healthy and stay that way. Dancing is the best way for me to exercise cause it doesn't feel like exercise and i actually like doing it. There was a time in my life where all i did was dance omg i was gonna be a professional dancer couldnt tell me nothing. Now its not that serious but im pretty much gonna do it. My grandma said she would pay for my classes. =)

Well heres a link to this dance that i think is so pretty

I Love That Song Too

ttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V2OrkBng3no

Heartless

So alot of you may are on this all guys are dirt "if i were a boy" crap. Honestly thats all it is to me' Crap. I know plenty of girls that just run over guys. A guy will be so good to them and they continue to pick the jerks. Its so annoying when people generalize things and thats with anything. Its like saying all black people can dance or all white people are rich. I hate when girls say all guys are dogs cause thats so not true. Now im not tryna make it seem like guys arent jerks some are just like some girls are. But it especially annoys me when a girl does the same shit a guy does and now she like a soooper Bitch. Take for example in Kanye West Heartless "I know i did some things but thats the old me" or Ghostface Killer feat. Neyo Back Like That "See what i did was wack but you dont get a nigga back like that" Like Skrrr hold up it is okay for you to do whatever you want but when a girl does something she heartless and cold.Double Standards. I think guys all have this idea that women are supposed to be all conserved and shit. Now im not one of those girls whos like I can do anything a man can and all that bullshit, and I would have no problem following a man thats worth following. "On that independent shit trade it all for a husbad and some kids" But im not gonna be quiet and cook and clean and not do what i want when i know dang well hes out doing what he wants. Just like im not gonna say all guys are dogs. Why can't we all admit we ain't shit and move on with it,lol. I dont know its just never that serious with me. Fuck It and cry two tears in a Bucket.

"Bitch if you 40 years old and you still talking about niggas aint shit it must be something about your pussy thats attracting aint shit niggas"-Katt Williams

PS. Happy Belated Thanksgiving how about we emphasize the Thank part and not the mass murder of Indians =)

Weekend Love

Friday

school then hair salon this

to that

Saturday

Chelsea's dinner party had fun her friends are cool beans

im always smiley

i like this one


Sunday

No pictures sorry really good day though went to church Silvana came. Then Jett Rag. Then back to my house tried on clothes conversated and watched movies.


All in All
A
Good
Productive
Weekend

What I Got

I Like Colors.

I Like Black And White.

I Like Shoes





So those of you who know me know i like pictures and i like editing them even more. So heres a few of my creations. =)

p.s. umm on that last post i may have exagerated a little bit for dramatic effect. What can i say when im angry i tend to do that. My life isnt that sucky its actually pretty good. But i am alway busy and tired and never realy have time to talk on the phone i didnt exagerate that part lol. Just wanted to clear the air