Word.

Bitch Get Over Yourself!

This very well may be the qoute of my life. I should get it tatted on the back of my neck so whenever some bitch somewhere is staring at me they can read it in plain ol english. Your not so fucking special that everyhting revolves around you. Man i've been hearing things and just seeing people's true colors lately. These are the lowest kinda people too. The kind of people who make people cry with no remorse. The kind of people you remeber forever but they never seem to remember you because you were so insignificant in this world that revolves soley around them of course. The kind of people that always put themselves first. & all i got to say is BITCH GET OVER YOURSELF! Yeah your cute so what theres people cuter than you yeah your talented so what theres people better than you so your smart theres people smarter than you. Dizzam these people are hilarious to me. Im going to laugh royally when they leave their bubble and step into the real world and they realize how small they actually are. Its a bitch when you find out how much your life really doesn't matter. I mean come on dude your like 1 in 7billion people on this earth.

Get Over Your Fucking Self.

92 Till Infinity

its been that long
lol

Kite Photography

tite

On Me

ok well this is sort of an update on my life. Been chilin positive vibrations coming my way some things in the works. Dont wanna speak to much on em it's a little too soon. We're almost finished with the mural!!!



they look stoned the heck out

everyone told me i look pretty today.

=)

almost done hey this was a lotta work especially for people who aren't professional artists.

google the vetruvian man and see if we didnt come pretty darn close

and from here its just kicks and shit.

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Its In the Works

Remember when I told you guys i wanted to write a book. Well heres the first page or so. I'm really stuck cause the storys undeveloped but its gettin there.(Silvana this 1's for you ;) lol)


He stared at me. I was beginning to think father time hated me the way everything seemed to stop. Preserving what seemed to be the most awkward moment of my life. He wore no expression. Once he told me I was the thief who stole his emotions, said that they only belonged to me. That use to make me smile but now it only seemed to make me sad. He wasn't moving wasn't backing down so with no other options I spoke. "H-hey" I said with a slight smile in my eyes. A peace offering. He didn't move I can't even remember him blinking the whole time. I wanted to leave, I wanted to walk away. I couldn't my guilt held me hostage or was it my love? I stood. I pondered thought maybe if I was quiet long enough I would dissappear and I would never have to face him again. It didn't work. I wasn't ready not like this I never thought I would see him again. Can't say I really wanted to. The tension was overwhelming "how are you?" I blurted more out of habit than concern. "How am I supposed to be? I mean what do you want me to tell you. I wake up one day and your just gone nobody seen you, nobody knows where you at. Im sorry I told you a million times. I don't know what I have to do to convince you. " he waited for my reaction. I was void empty. I wasn't validating him by showing emotion. This pissed him off. Now his eyebrow was slightly raised like it always was when he was angry. Anger was all too common with him. If I did steal his emotions that's one I would take from him forever. "Im sorry...I really don't know what to say to you." Why the fuck does father time hate me I thought.
He stared eyebrow still raised in the name of anger. I still got the best of him. I liked that.
He is 7 years older than I. He is married. He is my love.

I stood there for a couple seconds. Wondering how my life ever came to this. I wasn't the girl who was too fast. I never really even had a real boyfriend. Who would have thought I would end up 17 and pregnant. "Funny how life fucks you over." I said with a laugh. It was a dry laugh. A laugh that held no real humor. He looked sad liked he wanted to touch me. Wanted to make me laugh genuinely again. I hated him in that moment. Hated him for making me feel this way. Still I'll love him forever. Love him but I was angry. It was hurt that turned into anger. It was a passive anger not a scream and kick and cry anger. My anger was much worse. I didn't answer his calls, didn't respond when he spoke didn't even look at him. Straight cut out. This was the worse kind of anger. The kind of anger that makes you drop a motherfucka from your life. That's exactly what I planned to do. I loved him but not enough. I don't know if there was enough love in the world to fix us. Reese began walking over smoothie in hand. Oh shit Oh shit. I had forgotten I was even here with someone Bryce took me so off guard. Reese looke so happy he smiled as he walked not even noticing Bryce. Fuck Fuck Fuck. Reese came up and grabbed my hand. He lightly traced my veins. He was captivated with me oblivious of anything else. Now both of Bryce's eyebrows were raised. He never expected the right hook. I didn't expect it either. I don't think Bryce expected to hit him. It just happened. It always just happens with him.

There I was a 17 years old pregnant in a Jamba Juice parking lot. In between my heart and my head. Watching my teacher fight it out with my boyfriend.

& thats all you get for free haha.

P.S Big Update on my life coming soon

Stevie x Spike=Perfection

I had to do this post I dont wanna forget. So last night I was watching Jungle Fever a Spike Lee joint. (If you don't know i la-la-love Spike Lee.) So I saw my favorite scene which is when Wesley Snipes goes to get his bro from the crackhouse. (Man thats fucking great cinematography) So after that I was satisfied kinda half paying attention cause I've seen it like a bagillion times. But then the credits come on. & i realize how fucking amazing the credits are. I mean spike aesthetic approach is amazing. Spike x Stevie=Perfection. But i had to blog about the song in the creds cause I would totaly be doing a disservice to you who haven't seen the movie or heard the song.

Behold

Seems the wisdom of man hasn't got much wiser
Than the very beginning of our time
Agree or war has been our way of compromising
Let live and love has become our biggest lie
Seems to me that fools are even more foolish
Thinking of themselves and nobody else
But then if asked for poor will riches be replenished
They say boot straps must be pulled up by themselves

Feeding off the love of the land
Leaving much to be desired
Living off the love of the Lord
While the price for life is higher
Isn't love to be admired
Has the good in man expired
Stealing all the love and the beauty from the land

I awake each morning to the birds a-singing
Singing out to God to come and save his own
But when throughout the world the cry of love is ringing
Is then when He'll stop to hear our song
Did you know that when you feel the earth a-shaken
It's only mother nature with a crying heart
You see we have taken from her for so many ages
Will there be a time when taking stops and giving starts

'Cause we're feeding off the love of the land
Leaving much to be desired
Living off the love of the Lord
While the price for life is higher
Isn't love to be admired
Has the good in man expired
Stealing all the love and the beauty from the land

Yes we are feeding off the love of the land
Never hearing what He's saying
Living off the love of the Lord
Never feeling what you're praying
Never praising Him for beauty
Only praying God please give me
Stealing all the love and the beauty from the land
Stealing all the love and the beauty from His land


(Please Listen To It)

Feeding Off The Love Of The Land - Stevie Wonder

Bump That

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Lazy Days in Los Angeles

So I had an eventfull Saturday. 1st i woke up at 8 to go work on the mural some more. We got most of it done im excited =). Just gotta paint. So me and the homies was jsut vibbing out drawing listenin to music. Then Tyler rolls through at about 1ish. Me and my other friends say goodbye as they roll off to the empanada factory. Me and Tyler couldnt decide what to do so we walked to her house. IT WAS A 2 HOUR FRIGGIN WALK!!!!!!! lol. But its all good bonding time.


see her walking.

On our way thru the culver city art district we passed this sick art exhibit, with all these bad ass pieces. We couldnt take pictures insidebut here's a flyer with 1 of the pieces. We came to the conclusion the artist is lesbo but hey her work is nice lol

We chilled at her house and watched demetry martin haha he's funny. Then my cousin picked me up and we went to my grandpa's house where i proceeded to make this funny face^^^.

The rest of my day consisted of chatting with friends and clocking out early. Im sore all over.

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Oh Yeah And

I use to be on this sneaker kick (pun intended ha) but I kinda got off it. To this day i would so rather wear some sneaks or enclosed shoes vs. like sandals and shit. but being a sneaker head was so hype and I wasnt really seeing nothing that captivated me anymore. So I kinda fell back on that and went for the more laid back style of shoe. BUT THESE SHOES ARE CRAZY.

Man o Man I would rip it with these bad boys on.

Some nice dark jeans and a basic shirt and its on.

If only If only (sigh).....

Omahyra

is sick.

C.R.E.A.M.

I been making fast $$$ (legally dont fret). Now i completely see how money corrupts. I always said that i would never be a slave to that devil called the dollar (not saying that I am now) but i can totaly see how them dead prez's seduce you.

The more I look at this world the more i realize.

CASH RULES EVERYTHING AROUND ME

C.R.E.A.M.

GET THE $ DOLLA DOLLA BILL YALL

^^^

WU-TANG ain't NEVA LIED

Angry Cupcake

So a few days ago im on the phone with my friend Tyler & im telling her about happy endings. If you dont know its basically when a guy is getting a massage & the massuse usually an asian woman will charge a guy extra to "make him feel good" haha. So I tell Tyler to go to urban dictionary. com cause it always funny. so she does and she reads it out loud and its hilarious cause shes acting out the voices. So then she decides to looks up blow jobs. Im like whatever i mean really what can be said about a bj that i havent already heard right?.....

WRONG.

She comes up with this list of all this shit. So first she says angry dragon and im like wtf is that. She read the definition and its basically when a guy cums in your mouth. He then hits you in the back of the head and makes cum come out your nostrils. Its called the angry dragon cause you look like a dragon and your angry cause you smacked in the back of the head. I mean you gotta get slapped pretty damn hard for it to come out your nose. So were like dying laughing.

BUT THEN.

She reads the angry cupcake. This is when your sucking a guy off and before he cums he pulls out and shoots it on your head therefore making you look like a cupcake.

HAHAHAHA!!!!!

We were on the floor.

Hey call us perverted if you wanna but that shit was crazy funny.

I Never Saw A Wild Thing Sorry For Itself

"I was me and the world contained me but I was not the world"-Margaret Visser

I've been feeling pissy lately. & I couldn't put my finger on what was making me feel this way. Ive found out. After being annoyed to no end I took a walk. I was frustrated because I had something I wanted to do but I had to wait for someone else to take me. I dont have the freedom to come and go as I please. This irritates me. And as I was walking i thought, "Fuck I gotta go to church tomorrow." & then I realized I feel like everything else is controlling me almost containing me. Wether its religion or school or anxiety about the future whatever. Everything besides intuition is dictating how I live my life. It sucks cause there is no way to function in society without following its rules. But hey it would be nice to live my life the way I want to without any outside influence. And so I leave you with another qoute

"I never saw a wild thing sorry for itself."-D.H. Lawrence

Aida B.

Happy Birthday to thee DOPEST Eretrian Aida B.

You sure are a lovely one. Remeber the good old i will love you to exhaustion days haha. Awww good times well your just about one of the most sarcastic people i know but i love you for it. Enjoy your birthday love (your special you got a whole post)

PS. doesnt she have great style =]

Ehh.

i mean i know Kanye and his entourage are supposed to be style icons but everyone in this picture besides Mr. Bentley is doing tooooo much. I mean it looks like their in costume. & im not a simplistic person I like colors and print mixing and all that. I dont know maybe it looks way too busy cause they're all standing together. There is a fine line between being and stylish and wanting people to know your stylish.

Lmfao at Taz Arnold hes always so extra'd with that blue getup on smh man.

This was a miss for me but hey i guess its whatever your into.

I'd Hit That...Twice

Method Man. I dont know man. I saw him on a show recently and he just looked so unbelievably FINE. I think its the facial hair always been a sucker for facial hair. Plus hes got that whole intellectual popular thug vibe.

Oweee Wu-Tang aint nothing to fuck with.

Jordan Carlos. This guy is a comedian. Aww hes so cute to me. He has that thing. Hes not trying to hard' hes just himself. I like his style. & he has that nerdy awkward thing going on.

& I got mad love for the nerds.

WamBamThankYouMam Time?

;)